thE thIRd daY of thE new year daWned wiTh an aiR of "inevitablity"..but foR me..it is verY neArly sleepinG time man. nEed to catch some shut-eye before going out later.yeaP. No woRk todaY. SometiMEs I feELthat humAn naTure tenDs tO bE rather iRoniC. notiCed it since like pRimaRy scHOol. wHen thEre is tOO muCh woRk we tHInk " woAh...eaSe up mAn.." . wHen there iS tOo littlE woRk to thE poinT of utter boredom we think " slaCk mAn..giVe me moRe woRk" maKes mE wonder if there is just the right amount of work to be done in just the right amount of time suCh aS tO kEeP , well , at leaST me happy and satisfieD. totally weird mAn.

I wEnt to meeT my friend later in the daY. hE lookEd totally different mAn. CaN sAY thaT hE waS mORe foRmaL in hiS dRessinG lA.. looked v professional though. anyWay after the meeting i went to city link to walk around a bit.After a few minutes of aimless wandering i decided to go to suntec city instead; bigger space to wander you see. Always nice to wander on your own you know. but this time round.. it felt rather lonely. Although swarmed by thongs of people they might as well not be there. Ah well...guess this is the way things are going to be for a while; at least till after army. I am too afriad to try again.In my heart i begin to understand that some wounds will not mend with time.

Chanced upon a website not too long ago.thought it was funny.

Lord of the Rings, by George Lucas

"Did you ever wonder who your father was, Frodo?"

"Uncle Bilbo was my father, Obi Gan Dalf."

"Your Uncle is a fine man, but he is not your father. Your father was a fine warrior and a great captain, strong in the Force. He was called Sarumann the Wise, and he was a good friend."

"Was? Is he dead?"

"He is no more. It is your destiny to avenge his death, young Baggins."